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9/20/09 10:10 pm - Eek Birthday, Twilight Zone and Lazy Days

 Well i have had a fab weekend! that is all i can say, overall its been great and who knew turning 21 isnt actually that bad, i told people that i didnt feel any different but i think that now i am starting to feeel  more mature and motivated !, 

Friday night was amazing although a bit fuzzy and i really appreciated all the people that turned up, i was a bit gutted that a so called close friend couldnt find the time to even let me know he wasnt coming but i guess we learn with experience,

Saturday was amusing too, and ive really enjoyed going out and just having a nice time and people watching and generally socialising :) twas fun

And today ive hardly done anything since i was so tired from everything else, and now im going to read some HP fan fiction and tuck myself up in bed! with socks to keep my feet warm!

and yay it came so i dont have to worry about that anymore either! so everything is really good in the land of Lottie :D

X L X

6/8/09 09:18 pm - mmm coffee

 Have Coffee :)

Makes me Happy!

And 90210

Perfect.

Except for my Cuddles

6/8/09 08:16 pm - Tired.

 Sigh Im tired of always being in a fight with someone.

Im tired of Jordan always twisting my words.

I want a cuddle from Matt to cheer me up.

Just when i have a good day i seem to wreck it however sub conciously .

Im tired of listening to myself moan.

L

6/3/09 07:09 pm - Buttons!

 What is is with scarey buttons being in horror films and disturbingchildrens films.

First i would say that drag me to hell was really good except for the gross out bits to do with maggots and icky stuff and above all EYEBALLS ick hate eyeball gore eugh 
And is it me or it was really really loud! i mean i had to stick my fingers in my ears because the volume was way to loud. lol im obviously getting old.
But i think that the most disturbing bit was the weird sucking her face with no teeth in eurgh!

Yesterday i had a surprise visit from Matt Tom and Jess! Because matt wanted to see me before he went on holiday in the early hours of this morning. It was tres fun we watched the BB Quiz thing which was actually quite amusing.

And today i have to say i do actually miss him its not like i can phone him because it will cost him too sigh 

Ears Still Hurting 

L

6/2/09 05:15 pm - Tidy Tidy Tidy

 Well my day hasnt been that great today but im still in a pretty positive mood,

My alarm didnt go off this morning so that i missed the builder men arriving and then when i asked them if they wanted a drink they looked at me and i could tell they were thinking oh my she looks rough today, welll they shouldnt come so early! should they.

Hopefully im going off to the cinema tomorrow. 

Ive been tidying most of the day, and i have a poorly tummy so ive only had cornflakes and strawberries. and Coffee. i think that is why ive been so groggy lately ! ive not been getting my daily intake of around 8 cups a fay :( ive only been having like 2 

hmm thinks thats it for now 

L

6/1/09 10:29 pm - Bats, Balls and Pink Cushions.

 I have had the best day today, it has really cheered me up!

Me Jess and Matt went to some park in harborough up near logan street, And then Tilley Lynda and Chris joined us. I can safely say sometimes i dont always feel like hanging out with them because they are some what scarey but today was totally amazing! 
I dont know what brightened my day more! The fact that jess skidded on the grass, which was hilarious i mean she was wearing jelly shoes and they just went woosh and she was on the floor. what can i say, it was a right giggle! 
We then started playing some weird bat and ball game with tennis balls, and a baseball bat, Chris who hit the ball so hard that it crashed into my foot and i have a discusting looking bruise! not to mention when the ball clipped the toes on my other foot! Typical.

After a while of playing jess decided that she would bowl until firstly matt threw the ball at her she kind of caught it and then it fell on her head, who knows how! and then what made her give up was the fact that chris threw it at her, same thing happened again except it hit her in the face. and she used one of my most annoying phrases in the world '' I bruise like a peach! '' Which was continued to be repeated! Over and over and over and over again! 

While T, L and C went to get something to eat me and jess went to get a blanket to sit on and some cushions that were in the back of my car.
By the time they got back we were surrounded by people playing football but it was ok i was full of irn bru goodness!

When T left to go see his gf. Things really did enter the twilight zone. We sat on the swings for a while, after of course playing a time old classic like slapsys. Chris and Matt seemed to hyper themselves up and made them selves a little fort with my cushions and victory blanket! while Me Jess and Lynda sat on the swings.

I think this has really been a turning point for me today, i think that it has made me realise how much Matt is the ying to my yang, (how cheesy) but true. Im not looking forward to him going away especially while my mum and dad are away. i realise that i was just getting all stupid because i was thinking that im not really a commitment kind of person but, i dont know, i think i have finally realised i would be lost without him. just the thought of him being away for a week makes me feel unhappy, but not in a unhappy sad way. Just i miss you i cant wait for you to come back way!  

Wow didnt really think that i was going to write that much. 

hope that emilys day went well! i am definately thinking that my life is starting to look up! And New Moon Trailer looks amazing! although it wasnt as breathtaking as the Half Blood Prince 

Happy Happy Happy 

L

5/31/09 07:13 pm - Wondering?

 Well  not updated for a couple of days , Just feeling really stressed lately, oh the joys of a responsible life. Is thinking that my life is infact crumbling in on me. I cant find a Job for Summer. Ive lost the feelings i had for someone, but just dont know how im going to sort it out. and gennerally feeling on an all time low. Guess i should feel that im lucky compared to other peoples lives and stuff but that doesnt mean that im not struggling with my own even though they are minor problems sigh. If i knew growing up was going to be this hard i think that neverland looks like a pretty great place.

Ive eaten so many strawberries in the past few days that im ready to burst lol im sure im going to turn into a strawberry 

Just thinking how weird some adverts are like the oasis advert its very strange. 

Is off to finish watching one tree hill! 

L

5/27/09 02:42 pm - Chilly Feet

Fact of the Day - Astronauts get taller when they are in space

Hmm ive had  a day of cleaning today, sigh but nothing gets any cleaner, ive watched tv lost and fell asleep at my nan's, Got up again today and the patio man still hadnt arrived, its so nice when people are reliable, 

I watched my recorded Holby City and it was really confusing, Maddy is probably dead, but Joseph is going to tell jac he loves her! which is the best possible out come and if they do not get together i may just stop watching holby, who am i kidding thats like chopping off my own arm, how pathetic that im that involved with the tv, but i have nothing to do while my mum and dad are away and im kinda lonely and want them to come back, I mean i can barely look after myself let alone two dozen plants and two cats, what were they thinking they are obvioulsy seriously crazed.

Im now onto one tree hill, hmm i might make myself a hot chocolate and put the fire on because its cold and i dont really want to put my hand in the cupboard to turn the heating on because of the risk of coming into contact with a spider or some form or web ewww.

I was thnking of doing something creative today but im just so tired that i really cant be bothered, 

Had a really fun time yesterday especially on raving rabbids was muchos fun! even if my nostrils gave up the will to snifff! lol sigh im just mean

Is off to watch One Tree Hill 

L



5/24/09 03:12 pm - Virgo

 Something i found rather interesting, 

Your element: Earth

Your ruling planets: Mercury

Symbol: The Virgin

Your stone: Sapphire

Life Pursuit: To do the right thing

Vibration: Compassionate and caring

Virgo's Secret Desire: To love and be loved in return 

Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs. 

Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated. 

Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate people who, like rare and special orchids, require individual treatment to fully blossom into their true unique beauty. Shy, they are happy to allow others to take centre-stage and often generate their time and energy into making those they love happy or successful. 

Virgos are givers and when the chips are down and you need a friend, the one available during those testing times when you need advice or companionship the most, is likely to be a Virgo. Virgos understand human frailties better than most, because they are so deep and reflective themselves. With a Virgo in your life you have someone who understands and cares and any romance or friendship based upon these qualities is certain to be mutually rewarding.

Excellent 

L
 

5/22/09 07:55 pm - Life . . .

 Is Well and Truly Unhappy 

L
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